Today I've learnt a lesson...
A very valuable lesson.

Thanks to gfs Kit Ain & Faziee for being there for me, with me.
It means so much to me.
Bf was being the understanding boyfriend... And extra, extra nice too.
But, I know that's the most that he can do about it.

Though Bf assured that we'll shoulder the car's total expenses together
after the official "day",
I'm still as melancholic as ever.

For now,
I think... I'm more than enough convinced to part with my Fit...
I guess.
Haiz.

Somehow I just don't buy this well-known quote...
Not anymore.

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Nanachica: goodness, it looks so yummy!
now you make me want to have those. see la! and the lights! so cantik!
i've yet to roam about town or so. i also want to shop for clothes!
but must wait first. hehe!
anyway, good luck for your paper! you have 2 more days
and you're free!! :D
* Sedapp!!! Must eat if you kempunan!! Heheheheh.
Yes, me too, have yet to hit town and camwhore with all the Xmas lights!
Want to go together ramai-ramai??!! Kekekek!
Yesh, 2 more days to go!!! ツ


ira: hey. ur back! =) just a bloghopper. i sure do admire
yr wide choices of words. i'm feeling u with regards to the 1000
over words! hahas. =)
*Hello! Yes, I'm back. Kekeke. Thanks!
You also have assignments stuffs to do eh? Sucks kan! Haha! ツ

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Lingustics paper was unexpectedly...
Difficult!!
Whereas Pedagogical Grammar was relatively...
Easy, fortunately.
But still, I'm keeping my fingers crossed.
Haiz.

I am going to burn the midnight oil (for the 7th, 8th time in 3 weeks?)
again, this time for the final paper, Maths!!!!

It's not really the kind of Maths we studied in schools,
it's more of a complicated version of A Maths,
with all those historical studies of Mathematical numbers.
You know, Mayan, Greek, Egyptian, Babylonian and whatsnot.
Tell me about it!
Streesssssssssss.

Really hope I can pull it through though,
since I got 41/50 for the previous test!
Hhahahaha.

Not bad okay, for one who's always lost & blur during tutorial lessons.
LOL.

Oh yes, anyone watched 2012 and Paranormal Acitivity already?!!
Please give me some reviews!
I want to watch either 1.. Or both.
Can't wait!

Looking forward to meeting him every day next week...
It has been such a long time!

Mish him!
Though we just met for a brief half an hour or so
before going to work in the morning...
ツ

By the way, to whom it may concern,
the ex I was referring to is my ex.
Not my Bf's, if you still think that I have no idea just who you are;
the ex's gf.
Bingoooooo.

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I'm loving the 3 songs in my current playlist!!
The songs are being played randomly, by the way.
Please, don't think about asking me to send whatever songs I have,
I am not a software/platform for anyone to download songs,
thank you.

I am soooo exhilirated!!!
That's because, yesterday I bought myself
2 Armani Exchange tops, 2 Bebe tops and 1 Guess top!!!
Don't judge me yet,
I've yet to mention that I bought these from a sale!
$150 for all these 5 branded tops, and no doubt they're all authentic!
Mana tak happyyyyyyyyy!!!!
=D

Went with Bf, my sister and Bro-in-law.
Dorang pun borong skali!
Hahhh.

After which, headed to Newton for supper.
Makan besar!
Not forgetting, prawns & crab!!!!
But sad la, I gave in my favourite Cereal Prawn & Chilli Crab
to my sister's favourite Tiger Prawn & Black Pepper Crab instead.
Never mind, the next trip there I'll make sure I get
my Cereal Prawn & Chilli Crab!!
Yumm yummmmmmmmm!
=D

The Xmas lightings in Orchard Road...


Only managed to capture these two as we were in the car.


Prawnsss!!


Chicken, Ikan Pari, Kang Kong..


Crab!!


The aftermath.
LOL.

It's 1.35 a.m. now, and I have less than 8 more hours for my paper.
Bahhhhhhhh.
Reason being, I'm still studying!
I've been slacking, but you can't blame me,
it's tiring to keep on studying and studying
after each and every exam paper!

This is random, but tomorrow is the first time
ever Bf & I will be going to work together.
Hhahahahah.

K back to mugging.

Good night babies!

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He questioned, "Kalau Nabi willingly forgave those
who did inhumanely nasty things to him,
why can't you, as a normal human being, forgive my mistake?"
I answered, "Because I'm not perfect."

He cupped my face in his hands, and said,
"Neither am I..."

One thing about being in long-term relationship is,
the difficulty in letting go...
Even if the other party was the one who f*cked up everything.

This is my 3rd long-term relationship,
but it's nowhere easier than the previous 2 which both lasted for more
than 2 years.

For more than 2 months I had everything going my way,
and I'd seen what I never expected to see from him.
I've always believed that seeing a guy cry is like
finding a treasure in the Indian Ocean.
LOL.

Of course, on my part, it wasn't easy to
just forgive and forget.

But being single for too long can be seriously... Boring, with
a capital B.
Not forgetting, irritating too.
Sure, at first it seemed fun. But after some time,
you'll get tired of it, and you'll start to think...
Think as in, really, really think.

No doubt he is always there for me,
even after I've pushed him away from my life.
Regardless of good or bad thoughts, he is still the one
I think of before I go to sleep at night.
Undeniably, I wanted no one else but him,
which of course, wasn't helping at all.
But you know, the more you delude yourself,
the more painful it gets.

You always think you can find a much better person...
But seriously, it takes much more than that to actually find 1.
Even if you find a better person,
it does not mean that you'll be in love with the person, and vice versa.

I pretty hate the cycle of getting to know people,
selecting the "right" one,
knowing him/her in depth, and when both can't get along,
you go back to square 1 again.
Isn't it monotonously tiring?

I've had more than enough of that,
and I never really had the time, anyway.
LOL.

I told him to get a proper and stable job...
Only then he can talk about getting back together.
I wanted to see how much he really wants the relationship.
I don't want just the talks, I want the WALKS.

True enough, he did what I asked him to...
And Alhamdulillah, he got it.
I guess now I can finally see how much he really loves me,
and how much he really wants this despite the incessant cold shoulders
I kept giving him.
ツ

"I'm finally now believing,
maybe it's true...
That I can't live without you"
ツ

Congrats, dear...
For securing the ICA job,
and proving to me that you're doing more than enough
for the future...
OUR future.
ツ

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HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
I know I know, I've been away for some time.
Even so, I do know that a few of my loyal readers & STALKER
check out my blog every now and then.
ツ

I've been busy with mostly, school stuffs!
Didn't expect life in NIE to be more hectic than in Poly...
One word; STRESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

So many individual assignments to do,
all consist of more than 1000 words!
Not forgetting the group assignments; much time has to be spent
on the ideas, creating the presentation, etc etc.
To add on, tests and exams to study for!
What's worse is all have to be completed over the same period of time.

So yes, you get the gist?

Alhamdulillah, I pulled it through,
and as of today, I have 3 more papers to go.
The stress mode is still on okay!
Haiz.

For sure I'm looking forward to this coming Wednesday,
that's when I have the last paper to sit for.
=D

Here's a group picture of my Educational Psychology peeps and I.

I just got back, by the way.
I only had 4 hours of sleep!
I would love to rant and rant, but my
pillows are calling me already,
and the weather isn't helping either.
LOL.

I shall update more frequently & be an active blogger,
since I'll have plenty of free time, soon enough!
ツ

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